tattoo ideas and reflections

"A tattoo is a true poetic creation, and is always more than meets the eye.  As a tattoo is grounded on living skin, so its essence emotes a poignancy unique to the mortal human condition."  - V. Vale and Andrea Juno

I am really leaning towards getting another tattoo after the new year, but I have not really decided what I want reflected in the ink.  With the right tattoo, there is meaning and poetry embedded in your skin... a picture made with needles and pain. I don't want to get one just to get one... Not to shock others, but for me to remember what it is there for.

Every time I glimpse my lotus, because sometimes truly I forget that it's there, I remember what hard times I have been through in my life... some of the lowest and darkest I know.  Then, I catch my present reflection and see how far I have come. That through the dark and murky waters I have turned out beautiful and whole. It serves as a reminder, a lesson, that I will persevere through no matter how rough the times.

I'm on my feet...

"I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go.
Now all I need is just to hear a song I know.
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine." - Jimmy Eat World
Oh life...

Life is wonderful at the moment. I'm at the beginning of enjoying a 5 week break from school and internship. I feel like I deserve it a little after working all my other holiday breaks away.

My 7th graduate semester is over... WOOT! That leaves only 1 more to go. It's hard to believe I have come this far sometimes. It's kinda crazy sometimes...

My internship at St John officially came to an end on Friday. I was definitely sad to go and leave the kids I had been working with since August. But, I believe that somehow I taught them something positive in their life that wasn't there before... and that one day, they will use it to better their life. My semester there has definitely been a learning experience. There were of course positive and negative things, but I look at it this way... I have discovered even more about what I am capable of and what I still need to learn and practice. I'm super excited about going there tomorrow night to see the kids in their Christmas production :)

Running is going well. Almost complete with week 8, which involved a 28 minute run. I didn't go today. Probably because it was like monsoon wind (and probably partially recovery from last nights fun adventures lol). But, I will get back out there tomorrow. I haven't come this far to quit now.

So for this 5 weeks off, I plan on enjoying every single minute of it, and I have so far... bring it on!